Teringat aku pada tulisan 'Takdakerja' wrote on Monday April 19 2004 didalam blogspotnya...

"There will always be a line between two gay boys in a frenship. The line could either be very fine or very broad. There is hope for intimacy if the line is thin which then means that the relationship is more than just a pure frenship. However, if the line is broad, then I would suggest you save the effort and don't waste time. This happens to a fren of mine who was dating this guy he met from a party. It turned out that the other guy was just looking for a fren - which means the frenship is a broad-line-relationship. So he immediately stop seeing that guy when he found out about that. I truly envy him. Always in control with what he wants, and not afraid to make an early exit when he knows things are going nowhere".

Tika ini aku rasakan aku menghadapi situasai yang sama bersama SF. So I've decided to stop seeing and call him for a while. Kerana lebih lama aku bersamanya aku bimbang aku tidak akan dapat menyembunyikan perasaan ini terhadapnya...